Footy gave Leigh his identity, but the head knocks have started to strip away his personality

A photo of a young man in an Aussie Rules football shirt, seemingly after playing a game.

Some of the concussions Leigh McDonald suffered on the footy field were so bad, he could not remember his own father.

One knock caused a bleed on his brain and others resulted in his unconscious body being loaded into an ambulance.

“I didn’t even know who my dad was or the team that I’d played my whole life for,” he said.

But it is the other concussions, which were completely ignored, that have started to worry the 41-year-old from Victoria’s Gippsland region.

Leigh says across his amateur career, he had roughly 30 knocks that were not treated seriously, all of which left him with a strong “déjà vu” feeling.

“No-one made a big deal of it, it was just get back up and go,” he said.

“I recall getting up and running around thinking this exact thing happened just last week … and I would think I was playing [against] the same team on the same ground.”

Leigh McDonald, pictured with the ball, says he suffered about 30 concussions across his amateur footy career.(Supplied: Leigh McDonald)

Head knocks hurting years on

Leigh used to be confident and happy, but his depression and anxiety has “gone through the roof” in the past five years.

He now struggles to have everyday conversations and getting out of bed can be an immense challenge.

His neurologist has given him a probable diagnosis of chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE) from playing football.

CTE is a degenerative brain disease associated with repetitive head impacts, which can only be definitively diagnosed after death.

A photo of a young man in an Aussie Rules football shirt, seemingly after playing a game.

Leigh says he has developed depression and anxiety in recent years.(Supplied: Leigh McDonald)

Leigh is frightened by the thought of other footy players, especially his own children, suffering similar concussions that are not properly treated.

“It gives me shivers really to think about it,” he said.

“To think that my kids might go through that. As much as I love football and it’s given me my identity … I will not let that happen.”

Solving issue will be ‘huge challenge’

Leigh is one of multiple former grassroots players who fear it could be a mammoth task to improve the treatment of concussions at all sporting games.

A Senate inquiry into repeated head trauma in contact sports tabled its report to the federal government in early September.

It made 13 recommendations, including the development of national mandatory return-to-play rules across all sports and rule changes to minimise concussion risk.

A middle-aged man with a bald head looks at the camera while leaning against a goal post on a rugby field.

Nigel Plum says it would be impossible to eliminate concussions from contact sport.(ABC Riverina: Conor Burke)

Nigel Plum played 150 games in the National Rugby League (NRL) but began his career playing in amateur youth leagues in the NSW Riverina.

He suffered his first concussion when he was 11 and believes he racked up “easily more than 50” before his retirement in 2015.

Nigel welcomed the inquiry’s recommendations but said it would be impossible to eliminate concussions from club sport.

“Rugby league is a contact sport, there’s absolutely nothing you can do to the game to prevent concussions,” he said.

“The understanding [from officials] could be better, but at the same time it’s so hard for volunteers to be trained in that.”

Author: Ivan Robinson